NEXT YEAR – JERUSALEM
When light is long and time is short, should we stumble onto that door, hidden in the cleft of the rock, with fear and trepidation, will we enter in? Or will we pass it by, once again? Deep within, we seek to re-live those rare moments strewn throughout life, when we’ve touched the soul of another, but it takes reckless abandon, …. rejection can be harsh.
Because of a fleeting memory, we long to re-experience intimacy. Our time here, so far from home, is as a stranger in a strange land and lends a sense of urgency.
Periodically, we’ve joined ourselves to whom we judge to be safe and loving, but most alliances are precipitous, ringing shallow, bereft of lasting intimacy. But, when we actually enter in, succeeding in touching the soul of another, and find true love, as we move through life, no matter how far apart we end up, we’re bound for all time. Help us remember those encounters and take the chance again, to know one another, more deeply.
An unseen evil, walks among us here, it has a goal …. the least of which is to damage and intimidate us, to keep us isolated. The ultimate goal is, to put an end to love. Vulnerable, they would, with the precision of a surgeon’s scalpel, separate us, … body from soul. For those who know Him, that goal is unreachable because of unseen guardians, purposefully encamped around us. His protection’s allowed our limited successes, challenged us, . . . . and changed our world forever.
So, the only question is: “Why is He not enough?” He should be …. why do we so need others? That’s where pain, lies in wait.
As for me, …. I live within an obscure, surreal, opaque vision …… which comes and goes, invading my consciousness at the most inopportune times.
Often on moonless nights, when I walk the docks alone, and only by intuition, recognize, another is there, beyond sight, beyond touch, in the fog. Without seeing, …. without speaking, we sense near contact, and buoy one another with the hope to go on,….. to become another year older and say once more:
Next Year! Jerusalem!
Why Lord . . . . is that whisper I seem to hear, from across the Marina, . . . . an echo? Will we know one another when we meet? Could be . . . . if not for the fact that it’s that same lady’s voice I’ve heard before. The one who enters my dreams.
Who is she? And what does she want from me?
josiah
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